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So, my 21st is in 20 days. To be honest, I'm kinda excited but I'm not hoping for much XD is the only one who really tries to make it special for me, while my parents basically are doing what they want to do instead of what I'd like. But whatever, if I get to see a few friends it won't be terrible I suppose. My only wish is that I stop feeling sick.

I'm going to the doctor today so here's hoping he can figure out what's been wrong with me for over two months! 8D Seriously though... I'm so sick of being sick... I'm just miserable all the time now. More so than before I mean. I don't care if I have to take pills or get surgery at this point. I'll take whatever gets me better. The pain is just ridiculous and never ending...

Mmmm... school is kinda sucky at this point. I'm still loving my Japanese class and my World Geography class is giggleworthy... but my english class and psychology class make me want to shoot myself in the foot with a bazooka. I feel like I'm back in High School with those classes.... its horrifying... >< Being sick doesn't help though you know.

Work is crappy still too. We're getting ready for Christmas already XD and certain coworkers drive me mad. Well... atleast when I'm gone it won't matter. Oh yeah...

I'm going to be going to New York soon. I need out from California so Shadow and I are going back to his home for a little bit. No one in my family knows yet, so this will be interesting DX

Mmmmmm lately my YuYu Hakusho fandom has kicked back in, I've been rereading the manga, cuddling with my plushies and smiling everytime I look at my cellphone charm. I wake up to my posters and fawn over Hiei like the idiot fangirl I am and don't care what anybody thinks XD I've also been rping like mad with which is OHSOWONDEROUS!!!!!!! So if anyone was ever thinking about maybe trying to make me smile, Hiei would be the way to my heart!

Anyway, commissions are still open. XD Not that anyone cares. I'll update this journal later if I find out what's wrong with me. Ciao for now!